Re-Learning

13920636_10153797986232285_8559168423488862359_nThose of you who know me, know I took a couple years off from blowing.  That didn’t stop me from watching youtube videos, following artists on facebook, and re-reading my college notes in attempt not to forget.  During February I was back in the hotshop and as much as I loved it, it was difficult.
My ego was out of place, at the end of my time in the hotshop my pride was bruised.  The defeat I feel some days in the hotshop is what brings me back – its the challenge.  I am stubborn.  I was not going to let this material win.  Not yet anyway.

So this time I turned on the furnace – and I took a few steps back.  I have been focusing on being on center.  Perfect gathers.  And precision.  Slowing down, and listening.  I refuse to be rushed and clumsy.  These past few days have been amazing!
The Tidal Balls completed are beautiful, some have gold leaf flecks in them.  I am so happy over a ball (All 60+ of them)! Not only is the color beautiful, but I paid attention to the chemistry of color, the heat in my glass, and bubble set up.  Its all beginner – but I had to check my ego at the doors and take it step by step.
I remember whipping off the SeaStars like no ones business and now… UGH! They are small and heavy! I will not give up! I will update you with bigger, and better stars soon! Give me a couple days to master these first…

I have been having a fantastic vacation! I get up early, and warm up with the glory hole.  I spend time with my puppies, and have an afternoon nap.  I don’t want to go back to work!!!